| Hey guys!
Wow its been much too long.
I will try to recap my summer
-Three weeks in Holland...Which was amazing! I had such a nice
time. It was so good to get out of KL and just be in a place that
is clean and organized, and just so different. A breath of fresh
air, literally.
Its been hard being back. Probably cause I left someone
behind. But its more than that. Every night in Holland we would
sit around with people. Old people, young people, neighbours, family,
friends. Just everyone together talking and laughing. I
love that culture. Here I feel the loneliness creeping back in, and its hard to keep a good attitude.
O and the night life was fantastic! So different then anything I
have experienced before. But so much fun. Of course, I had
a guide, which made it that way. But i love how Dutch people are,
many free drinks! heheheeh.
-Next week I leave for ChangMai, Thailand, to see my parents! I
am so so so excited to see them again. Its been 7
months! Thats so crazy, how time flies.
-My studying starts again soon. I'll be taking Sociology and History since 1917 (fun!).
-The kids are back in school. I'll be in Malaysia for one more
year, and then University. I am in the long process of applying
to schools again. And it is now that i really appreciate the time
i have spent in Malaysia, just doing my thing. I am so much more
confident that i can make a wise decsion when it comes to my education
and my future. All the schools i am applying to are in Europe,
and my top pick is the University College of Utrecht. I just hope
that I am able to meet their requirements.
Love you all
Rachael
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| I wanted to think that i was in the mood to blog.
But alas, there is ABSOLUTLY nothing to blog about.
o, only that i like harry potter. and i wish i had a wand.
or a broom, or that i could apparate, cause then i could leave here in a hurry, even if only for a short time.
I miss latin food.
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| Today has been hard. Phew. i am TIRED of CHILDREN!
i need adult conversation, and i need to be around people who are constantly getting themselves into trouble.
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| Its such a time in my life.
I realised today that I could change. But that it would cost me a
great deal. It would cost me relationships. Important
relationships.
I also realised that I am not brave enough to take out that one stone that will bring down the whole wall.
I wish I never knew what it is to lie.
Such a thing it is really. You lie to save your ass, but then you get
wrapped in so many little ones that they start choking you. To a
point that you can never really live anything without a side of
guilt. Guilt.
My greatest fear is that i will not live up to my own expectations.
But how could i possibly?
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| Another year.
Last year I was in Grand Rapids at this time, about to leave for Belize.
The Year before that, I was in GR, about to leave for Kenya.
The year before that, I was in GR, abou to leave for mision trip to Chicago.
The year before that, I was in GR, about to leave to Belize.
The year before that I was on a plane from Kenya to GR.
The year before that I was in Kenya about to leave for GR.
I guess I have quite the history of traveling near my birthday.
This year I am in Malaysia... Not about to leave to anywhere.
And its ok.
But just ok.
Rachael
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